I support healthy weight loss - 4+ meals a day and exercise, but I
think I've been a bit anorexic the last 3 days. At Thursday I only ate a
bit less than usual, but at the evening we were celebrating my friend's
birthday. We drank a little, and didn't sleep all night. I was in a
good mood, so I danced, too, and at night I was surprised why I don't
wan't to eat even though my stomach was rumbling. Finally I ate a piece
of cake at 6am the next day, and it was more because my friend had baked
it herself and it would be impolite to refuse, not because I wanted. I
didn't eat anything until 6pm when I had a small piece of pie and three
cookies. In additon I had three teas and two coffees yesterday. And
today I didn't eat anything until 6pm again. I liked the emtiness inside
me and the rumbling of my stomach. I felt dizzy and weak, I knew I had
to eat, but I was a little afraid because I thought I won't be able to
stop, and I will gain weight. But I was able, and everything was fine,
except that now I can't stand how big my stomach looks. I kind of like
this non-eating, but I don't want anorexia. I want to be healthy,
strong, and full of energy. I just have to get rid of my fat, then I'll
start gaining muscles. I want a six-pack!
I feel good now from inside and out, and hope to keep it up. I'll share all my favourite pics of thinspo and stuff now. Enjoy!
